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HAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHA
i bought my prom dress im so happy i love my prom dress WOOHOOOOOOOOO
the 2 shades of purple that i love very very much are both in 1 dress :D
and i can wear the dress in 3 different ways :D
- tube, toga, and errrr a bit sarong-like. DONT NIAO. i think it's damn nice :D
and it's only 50 bucks! :D
im going mad. im damn happy :D
but the dress's tight-fitting kind. ROAR i cant eat a lot that day. nvm shall breathe in lots.
and i finally bought the flats & bag that i've wanting to buy for 4927987234 years. i spent 80 bucks in all today. hence i feel very accomplished.
okay tmr morn i shall do more housework & burn more fats. life is awesome. i love shopping (:
sia vicki:
Will Lily Phoa get annoyed if you post this to her wall?
soh wee kian:
tan renxuan:
liu jingyi:
tan renxuan:
sarah cheang:
HOW SAD IS MY LIFE!!!
im so angry so angry so angry! why does my hair go back to normal after i rebonded it (just a few days ago) ROAR i got scammed of my 120 bucks. i woke up this morning and the ends of my hair curled in all directions, like how it was like last time. OMG im gonna go back for free re-treatment. why is the nice effect gone after i wash my hair?! they put so much chemicals on my hair (yuck) & washed my hair 4 times throughout the whole process and this is what i get. i committed hair suicide for nothing. hence i feel very cheated.
okay i really think i sound like those brainless girls who complain about their face/hair/body/nails etc but i just feel so scammed. roar.
anyway, prom shopping these 2 days! i'd better get something nice & purple :D if i dont get a purple dress, i'll have no mood for prom. AHAHAHA jk. and i have to fix my hair properly before 7dec.
roar at the hairdresser who said their 4 hair treatments were damn zai.
wad hell. i just saw this new message on smb.
Based on content tested in Paper 2 Essay, some of the areas that were not covered are:
Micro: Market Structure (especially not on Monopoly)
Market Failure (Externalities and other forms of market failures were not explicitly asked in Qn1)
Macro: Domestic Goals and Policies (Inflation, Unemployment, FP, MP, SS, multiplier)
This is for your consideration for revision in case study.
All the best in Paper 1.
you know what? i studied everything that's listed above. in great detail. i think any other normal student did that too.
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current mood: no mood to mug econs
im quite glad i've no papers tmr, coz i've absolutely no mood to mug already. 2 years of studying econs just went down the drain in 2hr 15mins because some lame setters out there decided that they want to make As the most exciting event of the year, and probably the hottest topic to talk about for the week.
who in the right mind would study circular flow of income instead of policies -.- wth i spent so much time studying like 75% of the syllabus and the majority of what came out today was the other 25%. TSK. i freaked out when i could be sure of only ONE out of the 6 questions. and i had to do 3. the thunderstorm didnt make things any better. some lousy thunder that came made me jump during the paper and a few others saw it -.- and i struck out my words coz i jumped and i wasted time re-writing them. wth i feel like a loser.
today was a really suay day. first my bus took 20mins just to come. then came a jam outside school at a random timing of 1.45pm. i was nearly late, thank god i could still run, though not as fast as last time. im gonna reach school in the morning for the next afternoon paper i swear. anyway, while on the bus i was still thinking that if i cant get into health sciences or science faculty, i would go study econs & psychology at NUS FASS. i feel like an idiot now.
okay whatever that i studied for essays better come out for case studies & i can apply them. if i see circular flow of income or protectionism again, i'll scream.
no A/B for econs? i'll still survive. my world doesnt revolve around only 6 essay questions. roar.
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irritated
first thing to do after my As. salvage my receding hairline & sparse population of hair. the floor has more hair than my head. someone sponser a wig for my prom please :D MY MUM SAYS I NEED YUN-NAM MORE THAN HER OMG O.o
:(((((((
but im a lot less stressed out already. the end is coming soon :D
my life will still go on if i dont get As. people aim for As for A'levels. in hwachong, sorry to say, people aim to get full marks.
poor souls like me will be more than happy to scrape an A. math is full of careless mistakes but what's done is done. i wont do badly i know. but maybe at that point in time after the paper, i was scared coz of others' reactions toward it. wadever it is, at least i tried to make the best out of all the time that i had and since i dont aim for like, full marks or 90%, i should not compare myself to others.
okay i sounded like im gonna fail math, no i wont HAHA. but i learnt a very impt lesson from today's paper. exams arent about how much you know, it's a mind game. everyone knows about the same stuff, everyone has the same set of resources to study from. but in an exam, it's about what you tell yourself. i admit that i blanked out completely when i couldnt solve the chicken-feet vectors qn coz i wrote 3 instead of 13. and i got so nervous that i'll 'fail' the paper, that i read the next qn wrongly. i know my stuff, just that i was too paranoid.
im a worry-wart. if i ever fail to get an A, it's not that im dumb or i never study hard. it's just that i failed to get a grip on myself during those few hours. SO, that wont happen for the remaining papers! (:
and im not gonna talk about the bellcurve thing anymore coz it's quite insensitive & bad to others.
time for econs! at least i wont get sian of it unlike chem & math.
GOODBYE TO MATH & CARELESS MISTAKES! :D no more math for me since i wont study anything gotta do with finance/accounting/blah blah blah.
GOODBYE TO GP but i'll still speak english (:
even though i spent weeks after weeks studying about singapore for gp, i did poverty qn in the end though i only spent 4 hours studying it. THANK GOD. or else im screwed coz singapore qn are so tough. even though more than half the school population chose qn on poverty, at least i could write out an essay and didnt pin all my hopes on s'pore. thank god.
and bio? (: i like to vomit out things i memorised (: no more open-ended qn on core syllabus, life's really wonderful now.
time for CHEM, which i havent touched in rather long. i suddenly feel more motivated to study damn hard now. coz at least there's hope for a hopeless bio student. :D
may the bellcurve be with us (: MUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
- Mood:
relieved
tmd.
GP's in 3 days' time & ploughing through all my stuff just made me realise that i should have listened to madihah & not slack my years away, what's done is done & i'll die for gp, so i wont whine anymore. other than GP, im less scared now as compared to a few weeks back. at the very least, i see my bio improving. for the first time in my jc life, i got A&B for bio mock papers. getting twice the marks i got for my prelims is heartening :D :D i finally know what's my freaking problem with econs so im quite relieved now. consultations & remedials are awesome medicine :D
dear math & chem, please dont disappoint me, though i kinda neglected you 2 while trying to save your sisters bio & econs.
and i dont get why i always have distractions at the very crucial time. it's the same for psle, prelims, o'levels TSK. wth i spent 5 hours the past 2 days watching taiwan drama with my sis coz i just felt so irritated from doing work. ah but the show is nice (HAHA shann & jingyi), no good-looking guys this time, it's a blessing in disguise (: and it's only 1 episode per week, THANK GOD.
after this coming week, i will have less burden coz the worst day is gp & bio on wed. i should stop comparing with Os, coz i'll only get more stressed up. at this time 2 years ago, if you ask me to take any paper the next day, i can. but now?? ))))))))))))))))):
JUST 3 MORE WEEKS & IT'LL BE THE END OF THE WORST MUGGING IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.
- Mood:
stressed
today just made me realise what it means to have all your efforts go down the drain, leaving no hope for you at all. not even the slightest bit of sympathy for you. i have never felt so devastated in these 2 years. but i wont die, i wont jump off a building & i wont wallow in self-pity. mr nah asked me whether im going to give up & wallow in despair or to pick myself up. i made a promise to him so im gonna work damn freaking hard to fulfil it.
i dont know how badly i would do for chem & econs. after today, im gonna take everything in my stride & move on.
mr nah hasnt given up hope on me. neither has heaven. doing badly for prelims now doesnt mean i'll fail forever. it just means that heaven is giving me a second chance to study hard now so that i wont die for A'levels.
after talking to mrs toh i felt so much better & definitely more hopeful.
im gonna lead my life in isolation from today onwards. i have 5 weeks to A'levels. mrs toh says 5 weeks ain't enough for everyone, no matter how smart you are. but if im willing to try, it's enough. im gonna cut off my social life, im really sorry my friends. dont call/sms me for nothing. dear blog, im going to ignore you for these 2 months.
really sorry, but im a depressed
HAPPY LILY WILL BE BACK ON 3DEC.
- Mood:
thoughtful
COOL RIGHT!!!! :D :D
HAPPY MAF! (:
im gonna start mugging like crazy today coz there's only 5 more weeks to A levels. you dont have enough time, so do i. okay i decided that im going back into my cave for 2 months, so i'll just come out every now & then when im sick of the atmosphere.
anyway, here are some photos :D
24th at waraku! <3
GIRLS AND ALIBABA
where the ALIBABAs unite :D
HELLO ONGXMEI PHOTOS FROM YTD?!?!
jingyi found a new way to play sparkles so im gonna try it next time wheeee! it's time to stop drawing only circles (:
dear peiyi the gorgeous, please hide in your cave too for the next few weeks :D i promise to keep your secret HAHA. i love friday's outing! JIAYOU MY DEAR BFF! MUG REALLY HARD! <3
POST-PRELIM'S OVER --> IT'S TIME FOR PRE- ALEVELS.
last but not least,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!! <333
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OMG I JUST SAW THIS.
the question that i did for gp essay OMG >.<
and im getting it back tmr >.<
i finally know how i can apply the stuff i use in math. that's in a real life situation called bio paper 3 applications.
"explain the link between standard deviation & conclusion on reliability"
"explain why is a log scale used"
?!?!?!?!?!?! THIS IS BIO ?!?!?!?!?!
i hope bio comes out in math tmr o.O
7 MORE DAYS TO PLAY TIME! :D
5 papers down for this week. they totally make me realise that there are things harder than diamonds in this world. it's okay life still goes coz nothing's worth dying for HAHA. anyway i fell in love with fortune teller genius on facebook coz it's so retarded and fun :D even though he says that i wont pass my bio unless i study -.- and he just said that tmr the j2s will win frisbee pvp HAHA so good luck to the j3s & j1s. mann i really want to play! but if i do my mum will surely know coz my cleats will be dirty again. shucks.
okay back to facebook! bio applications!
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anyway after chem today, i got quite affected by others' reactions toward it. i dont think it was an easy paper, it was reasonably tough. how come people can be so sure of an A? and i regret not doing the free-frag-for-bio-ppl qn. AH WADEVER. sometimes i just so stressed out by hwachong's standard, esp math & bio. this time, i studied the hardest for bio in my entire life and i couldnt finish 1 whole booklet of 12m qn. i didnt even feel like handing in that booklet with only my name & class written. so pointless. i compromised on quite a bit of time for my 2 sciences, hoping i can get out of the you-need-remedial group of people. but i guess im fated to be there. AH NEVER MIND.
anyway i shall dedicate this para to a very retarded close friend of mine. THANKS LIU for cheering me up with your blogpost. i cant believe anyone is so retarded to use left hand for physics right-hand rule, thinking that it's right hand. HAHAHAHA you havent learnt your lesson from trainings!
okay recently im addicted to the 10pm taiwan drama on channel u HAHA the male lead is damn shuai OMG >.< heart melts HAHAHAHA >.<
nevertheless, there are nice teachers who care about how you're doing & comfort you when all the papers are so tough. so im gonna SUPER HARD for math & bio woohoooo i love my 2 teachers :D :D :D
- Mood:
content
i wont die coz nothing's worth dying for HAHAHA this quote from the gp paper is so retarded :D
jiayou my dear friends (:
i hope she hears my prayers. i know she's always there watching over me & i hope i do her proud too.
anyway, thank you peiyi, really (:
okay i feel damn stupid about ytd after i went to make my passport at lavender. i slept at national library for 2 whole hours instead of mugging my bio. and no one woke me up since i was alone LOL im so happy the librarian didnt see me sleeping :D so i decided to switch to bukit merah library since there are no nice sofas there.
lesson learnt: never study on a sofa
im hiding in my cave till maybe after prelims. and yesterday i realised that the quiet reading room in bukit merah library is really awesome :D nice temp for the aircon & awesome for memorising bio :D wheeeeeeeeee
thankew peiyi for the sms, i'll always remember what you said <3
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